Saturday, March 29, 2014

March 27, 2014

                                                     "You Still Have All Of My Heart"


I'm Sorry I Can't Make The Voices Go Away.
 I'm Sorry There Is No Cure.
 I'm Sorry That What We HAD Is Now Gone,
 And All We Can Do Is Remember.
 I'm Sorry Things Won't Be The Same. 
I'm Sorry For Not Waiting Longer.
 I'm Sorry For The Pointless Fights.
 I'm Sorry I Wasn't Mature Enough For You.
 I'm Sorry For Leaving. 
But, 
Thank You For Leading Me To Believe We Could Be Infinite. 
Thank You For Wasting My Time. 
Thank You For Loving Me One Moment Then Tearing Me Back Down the next. 
Thank You For Leaving Me When I Needed You Most.
 Thank You For The Sleepless Nights.
 Thank You For Staying And Watching Me Drown.
 Thank You For The Tears. 
Thank You For The Experience.
 I Wish I Could Help You.
 I really do.
 There Wasn't Anyone In This World That I Wanted But You. 
But I Can't Change Who I'm With.
 I Can't Let Him Go. 
I Love him.
 I'm Too Deep.
 Way Too Deep.
 I've Already Lost Myself.
 I'm So Sorry To Say This But,
 I Don't Regret Making These Choices. 
It's Apart Of Life. 
He's Something I Cherish.
 Something I've Never Ever Experienced Before.
 I Would Love To Be Your Friend. 
But It's Hard Because I Remember It All.
 Not Something I'm Proud Of. 
It's Something I Want To Try And Look Past.
 I Don't Like This Feeling Of Guilt.
 I Feel Like My Life Still Has You In It.
  I Liked That Feeling,
 But Not Anymore.
 I Can't Continue To Love You. 
I Have To Let You Go. 
I Have To Say My Goodbyes.  

I Only Remember That Summer Because I Met You.
 I Didn't Intend To Fall For You As Hard As I Did.
 But It Happened. 
I Can't Control It.
 Meeting You Was Enchanting.
 I Remember It Like It Was Yesterday.
 It Had No Timing. 
You Were Like The Rain. 
Bittersweet.
 It's Beautiful To Look At, 
But When Experiencing It You Get Drenched.
 When I Asked You For That Second Chance I Got Rejected.
 Never Had I Felt So Stupid. 
And So Led On.
 Running After A Guy Who Didn't Run After Me...
Till It Was Too Late. 
I Hoped You Would Catch Up.
 But I Guess They Were Right.
 But I Didn't Listen. 
I Couldn't.
 Love Is Blind.
 Love Looks Past Flaws.
 That's What I Did.
 I Loved You. 
They Told Me Not To. 
But I Couldn't Resist.
 I Loved The Feeling. 
The Rush.
 The Excitement Of Doing Something Bad. 
But, Like Neruda says,
 "Loving Is So Short. Forgetting Is So Long." 
You Never Really Moved On Like I Thought You Would.
 But, I Think You Should Have Instead Of Playing Games With Me. 
You Left Me Speechless,
 Over The Edge 
And Just Breathless.
 It Was Like Looking At A Beautiful Glass Cup.
 And Watching It Get Knocked Over And Not Being Able To Catch It In Time.
 All You Could Do...
 Is Watch. 


" I Could Stand Up And Sing You A Song But, I Don't Wanna Have To Go That Far." 



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