Still Trying To Find Myself.

Ugh!

 It's Been Such A Long Year! 

I Just Can't Believe Youre Gone.. 

 Everyday I Wait For A Message That Never Comes Through.

Sometimes I Cry Myself To Sleep. 

I Scream Into My Pillow, 

And I Even Listen To That Stupid Love Song. 

 I Don't Know What I'm Looking For,

 I Still Can't Find The Guts To Stop.

 I Just Thought That Maybe.. 

Just MAYBE, 

There Would Be Someone As Silly,

 Funny,

 Cute,

 Ugly, 

Mean, 

And Un-serious As You. 

I Guess Youre Better Off Without Me.

 I Was A Bit, 

Annoying, 

Selfish,

 And Smart in A Not Cute Way.

 So,

 I Wish You The Best..

 And Lets Hope I Survive.