About last night.

You see, Your a great guy.. but I have  rule that I wasn't sticking to. 

"Never take your ex's back" 

The same patterns repeat. 

You showed me a glimpse of who I was and who I could be. 

How I could do anything with you. 

How I had to leave him for you. 

That wasn't why I left. 

That's never a good spot to be in. 

EVER. 

You see, you're amazing. 

It's just.. Our past is our past. 

We should leave it there.. 

as a story. 

untouched. 

I will love you till the end but not in that way. 

Not the way I did before. 

I admire your dreams. 

I admire your questions. 

There was never another guy. 

I never had anyone planned after or before. 

I wanted to watch how you were from afar. 

Let me restart my life and pull myself together while I watch you Live yours.