Oh my love.

Well, 

That's it. 

He romanced you & left. 

Again. 

This time, 

I think he took you with him, 

You were yourself. 

Don't you remember?

I do. 

I remember it all. 

That night under the stars, 

We found the brightest. 

We cuddled. 

We touched. 

We felt. 

You left. 

I made you wait this time. 

You couldn't do it. 

I knew you would be gone in a flash. 

What made me think you would stay?

Joke was on me again.... 

As usual. 

But this time. 

That's it. 

You messed up. 

I don't think ill ever see you the same. 

I don't think you'll ever see me the same either. 

Why?

Because you took me with you. 

That was me. 

I gave you my all. 

Something I've never done. 

Something I can't do with anyone else.. 

Everything about that small time spent.. 

meant everything. 

Literally everything. 

you saw me cry. 

you saw me in pain, 

you felt my depression. 

and you made it your own.

you didn't know the full story. 

you didnt have to. 

you knew me. 

you knew i wasn't okay. 

yet you made it apart of you to try and make me.. 

okay. 

and happy. 

when in reality.. 

i wasn't. 

I was happy with you. 

Because you distracted me. 

You made me feel.. 

at home.. 

but it felt so wrong.. 

what were you doing?

setting me up again?

cause it sure seems like it now.. 

why?

because where are you now?

Obviously you didn't know what it was to wait. 

I waited on you. 

For 4 years. 

never gave up on you. 

thanks, 

thanks for giving up on me.