I can't tell you how hard it's been.
How hard it's been trying to keep myself sane.
keep myself from running to you.
keep myself from messaging you.
keep myself together.
I'm not sure if i miss you.. or If I miss our memories..
Not sure if i miss your smile or your laugh.
Not sure if i should even miss you at all.
we've been at this for years.
my choices aren't very clear.
my choices have lead me to the worst.
You're one of them,
Don't you see what you've done?
Don't you see what you've created?
I can't let you in.
I can't keep handing you the gun.
I could go back to it all in a flash..
But it wouldn't be worth it.
I wouldn't see you as the same person as before.
I'd see you as the same guy who pulled the trigger.
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