Little Things.

When I was a lot younger, I used to think I was a hopeless romantic. 

Now that I actually know more and I experienced more, 

I realized that it wasn't anything that was wrong with me. 

It was everything that was wrong with them. 

I remember when I was a Junior in high school, I was mad crushing on this guy
(I dated him a year later, unfortunately.), And I had a guitar class with him.

Well, first, let me mention that I was a nobody at the time. 

We had finals that week and for finals we had to perform a song, 

(of course I didn't perform)

And I thought it was lovely.

So after class I decided to gather my courage, 

And walked up to him and told him how I loved his performance, 

And all he said was thanks. 

At the end of the semester, I decided to do my final and blow everyone away. 

I performed a song I had wrote myself. 

When I was done I got an applaud of people, 

I looked over at him and all he did was shrug, 

Not the good kind of shrug, The kind of shrug where 

it hurts. 

I didn't see that then but I see it now. 

I told him a few years later about how i went up to him about his performance, 

and he didn't remember. 

Anyways, moral, I lowered myself so bad. 

Not that I think about it, He didn't deserve my compliment. 

All I got in return was a shrug. 

I mean, I learned. 

I will never lower myself for anyone ever again. 

Now I wish I hadn't said anything, But i did.