" I'm not much for dancing but for you I did."
When I turned 18, I feel like I had the world in the palm of my hand.
I had the ability to do the unthinkable.
I was hurt when I moved out of my parents house.
I felt like someone robbed me.
And I was determined to get my revenge.
What I did was, Play the part.
Play the "I'm so in love with you it hurts"
Part.
It wasn't hard.
I knew that feeling like the back of my hand.
I played the part with someone who knew me so well.
Obviously he didn't because he fell for it.
He had played me and had my heart for the past 5 years.
Unfortunately, He didn't see it coming.
I hadn't seen him in 3 years.
Remember when I said his love was Red?
Him.
He claimed he still loved me.
I saw through his lying teeth.
He didn't love me! He wanted what I had to offer.
SO, I was with him for a good month.
I made him fall in love with me.
I played the "Im new to this" game.
And he fell for it.
It was the most simple revenge.
I did to him what he did to me.
He made me love him!
He made me realize that what I wanted wasn't possible ever.
I took a step back without him.
i haven't gave it thought at all after I had done it.
I just left. Just like he used to.
But, I didn't come back.
I don't plan on coming back.
If you're reading this, I hope you know that I'm not sorry.
I did what I did for a reason.
The way I loved you was treacherous.
The way I chased you was dangerous.
I liked it.
When I loved you, I knew it was you who would teach me.
What you've failed to realize is that I waited for you.
5 long years.
I was baby.
But I knew what I wanted.
You're too late.
Look before you fall, Just like I did.
CA.
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