The Night We Met,

So, let's walk by each other

 as if we never stayed up until 5 Am.

With broken hearts and open wounds. 

Some friendships end so quickly. 

I was so quick to be there. 

it all happened to quickly.. Now it's as if It didn't even happen. 

Take me back? 

way back before I even knew who you were. 

Back before I opened myself to you. 

Back before I played with Fire. 

Before I broke someone trying to fix you, 

Before I tried to shake myself out of the love I was in. 

Before I was feeling lonely. 

Before I felt the salt on my wounds. 

Now I'm feeling the sadness sink in. 

I'm feeling tired of chasing people. 

Smiling when I can't convince my mouth into the shape of one. 

It ended with a hug.

Who knew it would end that way.  

Anyways, 

Hi readers:), How I've missed you all. 

I've been going through some things within myself and I've been wanting to write about it so here's a try. 

(I'll take it down later or ill Post it in a separate post if I like it.) 

"I'm falling"

I gave you my 101% and you said I gave you nothing. 

those words, they're stained in my heart. 

I gave you it all. 

I gave you all of me!

meanwhile, I have to get what you're giving me. 

You're giving me your back. 

I want all of you. 

I want what you offered me, 

I'm not getting it. 

I got leftovers so far. 

I've got words. 

I want actions. 

I want love. 

I gave you a first born. 

I almost gave you my life! 

I've supported you! 

I've been there for you! 

I'm here for you! 

Where are you? 

I feel like a crumpled up piece of paper. 

I remember it all too well. 

All the words. 

all the lies. 

all the "Love". 

Yours truly,