losing myself this year was
probably the hardest part of this year.
I think loneliness has always been a friend. I hope that when all else is lost,
my words help me find my way.
i've felt nothing.
the words were meaningless.
the hurt was numbed.
the sadness was comforted by my constant doubts.
i have never felt more lost.
i know all my feelings are gone.
yet i continue.
ive been trying to feel what ive been looking for.
yet again, left with hurt.
hi, im alive. i have no idea why i only come here when im super depressed.
i have done nothing but be unkind to myself this year and honestly its probably the worst damage ive ever done. its been the worst year for me. im down about more than half my weight but im- trying..
ive never felt more shame in myself in my entire life.
i always forget i have my safe space here.
anyways, if youre still there..
im okay.
im trying
and im
sad still.
no initials this time, all the damage was me.
with some love,
L
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