all too well.

ive been looking back instead of forward. 

lines dont seem straight. 

my visions blurry. 

my happiness has faded. 

 seems  like the familiar faces i thought i knew 

were non existent. 

there is no one. 

just me. 

what can she do. 

to be everything for me. 

the more i look at her 

the more i dont want to. 

i want to feel her. 

i want to know what shes like,

i feel like i once knew her

now i feel like shes just a faded memory. 

of someone i once loved. 

of someone i used to know. 

she was so special to me. 

she walked with grace. 

she knew she was special. 

she knew she was her own happiness. 

she was everything to herself. 

she needed no one. 

she seeked no validation. 

she needed attention from no one. 

i miss her. 

i hope shes well. 

not lost in herself. 

i hope she finds peace. 

i hope she knows she is her own peace .

she will be. 

she'll be ok. 

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